Life TodayLife Today just feels badLife Today
I'm no good at rhyming and it makes me sad
I'm crap at poetry and this will show
I watch the crow.
Everythings a mess
I don't think of happiness I want to feel like this less
I guess
I don't know how to not feel like this
I instead want to live in bliss
I don't want things like this to be dismissed
I want to meet the abyss
What if?What ifs of lifeWhat if?
What if he cared? What if i'd kissed him when i had the chance to? What if he loved me? What if he didnt love her? What if i was pretty?
What if someone cared? What if i was clever? What if it had worked? What if things were different? What if i was different? What if life was different?
No understandingNo one understands how I feel they just think i'm the girl who sorts out all their problems but doesn't need help when she has one. If someone says something that makes me hurt and cry no understands why. They think i'm the girl thats gobby and loud and has no trouble being herself. But I do I can't be the same around any of you. You wonder why I moan and complain when I do as you say its the only thing I know how to do. You don't know that I cry myself to sleep you don't know how you've hurt me deep. Ok so I may be complaining right now but it's only because I have no one to tell and if I did they wouldn't understand what I mean and why I feNo understanding
You don't know meDo u ever feel like the odd one out? i do sometimes the lonelest place to be is in a large group of friends. With never being in a real relationship it makes me feel ugly my friends always tell me i'm not but i know that they are all prettier than me. I don't think that any knows the real me i come from a close family and i have the best friends. Sometimes i feel i can't tell my friends things and instead keep it bottled up. Sometimes its to do with something they said that made me feel bad about my self not on purpose just if i had an argument. I love my life but sometimes it feels that i can't be my self cause when i am i get people lookingYou don't know me
| I'm Nicola I'm 16 I'm mental I can't think of what to write here ok ummmm ... I would love to be able to write good poems, songs and stories Secretly wouldn't mind being an author but i don't think i'm good enough so haven't told anyone really Ummm ... now i've run out of things to say  |
OMG!!!! Shocked :)
i would have taken anything really 
lol its a first i think 
Joy
tis little kath (tipie toe hugs)
this is my new account
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Writers Block is my Arch Nemesis. It is Evil, and must be Destroyed.
Admin for #theWrittenRevolution
Proud member of =RawEm0tion
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Death smiles at us all, all we cn do is smile back
Never frown because you never know when someone is falling in love with your smile
A stranger stabs you in the front, a friend stabs you in the back but a best friend doesnt carry kinfes!
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We've tied our pain below and no one ever has to know
xoxo
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We've tied our pain below and no one ever has to know
xoxo
so very happy
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We've tied our pain below and no one ever has to know
xoxo
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